Childhood -- Family happiness -- Natasha -- A shadow passed between us -- Observing the artist -- At a crossroads -- Life with a religious philosopher -- Separate lives -- The money brought me no joy -- The martyr and the martyress -- Who's to blame? -- The brotherhood of people -- I long to be alone with my family -- A song without words -- In life's whirlpool -- The line has been drawn -- In the name of universal love -- And the light shineth in darkness -- Epilogue.