About Burma -- Burma timeline -- Grandfather Bent Back -- The almost dying -- Touching the pig -- The bamboo people -- The flower children -- River of darkness -- Victory field -- The river spirits -- The naming -- Paradise lost -- Sleeping Dog Mountain -- The river of burning tears -- Under the big tree -- No refuge -- A time of darkness -- The journey home -- The new village -- The mission song -- Running from bullets -- Refugees again -- Mae La Camp : two tests -- Bangkok daze -- City girls -- Back into the land of evil -- The reawakening -- Children of darkness -- London, with Bwa Bwa -- In the footsteps of my father -- In the firing line -- The road home -- The final cut -- Epilogue -- The Phan Foundation -- Other organizations working to help free Burma.