The boy in the cape and cowboy boots -- The three acts of the worst Christmas ever -- Starting down the rehab road -- The mothers in Al-Anon -- Doing the next right thing -- The functional addict -- Trusting lies -- The double life of my chameleon son -- What happened in New York -- "Our family is so fucked up" -- The gravity of roller coasters -- Stagli vicino, stay close to him -- Choices : mine and Jeff's -- Never giving up hope.